i dont trust guys easily

it is painful to know that the person who you loved so much turned their love to someone else..even though he is not your bf or you husband.. when together as a lover..he promise things..even if it is a small matter but it is still a promise..dont promise if you are not sure whether you can do it or not...

based on my experience..its fun having a bf..you know..when someone care about you..love you just the way you are..by not being someone else..it feels great..but then i realized that we will argue about most of the things..even silly thing which is not important at all..like talking with other guy friends, calling you mom and such...it doesnt make sense..its not like their gf were meant to be their puppet..get a life man..

but when moving on..it was sad to know that we are not together anymore..like my-ex said to me..

"kumbang bukan seekor je"..

i know..but its just hard to forget about the past..the memories..and the worst part is when he as your ex suddenly wouldnt let you go..

then, you like a new guy..he treated you like he adores you so much like you are his angel or something..but you realized again that he has someone else in his life...despite that, he mentioned how he likes the way you wear..text you in class..told you he likes you..*sigh..honestly...i dont understand guys at all...its hard for me to trust guys anymore..

just for fun..here is what my friend told me..thank you for open my eyes

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us"

hakimi

status= tgh menahan kene gigit kumbang n nyamuk smpai bgkak tgn n kaki *sigh