kuih raya

smlam wat kuih raya dari pagi smpai mlm n sgt2 la pnt.. ari ni kne smbung wat lagi..huhu. pnat sgt smpai cl smlm pun ttdo..im really sori. i really miss someone smpai kuih raya pun dah jd smthing yg igtkan aku kat dia.. serious x prasan bile tdo..

gmbar kuih raya xleh upload..sori

sori



be hpi..k?

dugaan bulan puasa

yesterday was like a disaster for me, (seriously) as the KTM stop for like HOURS!!!!!!! its so hot, i felt like fainting in the train.

it happened when i was taking KTM from kl sentral to kajang. then the train was a bit late, not a bit but for 3o mins! and i wait and wait and finally it arrived (thank god or else. people kept coming you know)..then i took the ride and it was like in a sardine sandwich!! fully loade with people + the train was very slow. it then reached seputeh..and its getting more and more packed. people continue to enter. i was squeezed in it and it was not pleasant at all. i really mean it.

and it gets more and more slow...like snail...worst than that. then it stop. WHAT??????????

come on la, seyes aku rasa cam *************...sori di situ

anyway, time passed and it doesnt move at all, not even an inch. 15 mins..2o mins..25 mins..and it moved. (alhamdulillah.) and it was very very very slow...and it stopped..again. i stareted to felt tired mentally and physically. i only can lean at the pole. keliling = laki. depan aku ja 2 org pompuan..tension2..
things get worst when people started to get 'kecoh' ..
a baby cried and cried non stop. i was too hot.. poor child. seriously suma org x tau nk wat apa kat tgh2 railway 2. i started to think what if i just get out from the train. luckily im still sane. and it moved, again.. to arrive at the next stop take mins.

nsib bek la there was this one indian or singh guy, im not sure.. he offered me a sit. i felt so grateful... thank u mister..igt lagi dia ckp 'akak duduk la' syes bek kot..but it not last long..why?

cause when it reached salak selatan (the next stop, then bndar tasik selatan, serdang and KAJANG), it then stopped (i mean really stop) and doesnt move at all..the mother and baby went out, so does other people. unlucky for us, it was a bit raining outside, with no umbrella with me, i just have to bear it..not long after that, the rain stoppes. then ttba je people get back into the train. not packed sgt tp ok la, ada aircond.

but...(*sigh) we have to get out..(again) we waited again and suddenly ada sorg mamat yg berkuku pnjg tgur..so ackward

trus malas nk layan bile dia mntk no..i just thought about him all the time. dari stat train wat hal until the end. 'kan best kalo dia ada teman?'

i texted him to ask his help to text my mom..(no kredit, tq dear, i dont know what i can do without u) my mom called. told her everything and the train door was closed one by one with us outside. no briefing about what had happen. i told my mom about the thing that just had happen. then my mom and dad decide to fetch me at salak selatan (even though diorg x tau kat na)..my mom asked me to wait at the counter as it is more safer..

lama jugak la tgu..smpai smpat lagi sembang ngn sorg uncle india ni..bek jugak dia..uncle to tnya la blek cna, dari mana..etc. dia pun kes sama la..uncle 2 blek, kne tgl sorg2..

looking at my phone. 1 bar. cuak dah time 2. duit below than RM10..duit syiling xdak nk call pkai public..huhu..txt him...nk gtaw xleh nk txt him sb nk jimat bateri..(tapi i really need him, seriously i dont lie). punya la tgu. one by one keta dtg but not mom and dad, huhu..

at eleven p.m..setelah mcm2 dugaan dan sebagainyew..tq mom and dad..love u..

tq dear for worrying about me^^

hard much?

its been a month since im here, living with my dear friends. its been a rough time i tell you, by not being just a regular medical student. i admit, with all the lectures,, (sleepy -.-) and things that i need to catch up,seriously it was hard. living with myself and my housemate, we need to pay the bills, Wi-Fi, and for the petrol as well. oh yeah, i forgot the ink for my printer..(our printer to be exact). dah sebulan so phm2 la kene bayar kan. and i more thing, books. honestly, medical book has cost me a lot. its like..RM 600++? yeah..like crazy..fortunately my mom said "tak pe, untuk belajar"..

im still a student so i felt like it was kinda hard as the money is my parent's money. its different if i paid by my money. my own money. which i EARN. so i dont felt guilty about spending it. still, its still money. and when your own dear friend ask for your help..(desperately), it was hard for us, not just me. i mean that, we can help them but theres a time where there is a limit. we may help you in other way, but i dont know why, it just make feel so bad. im really sorry for you guys. seriously i truly am.

i never felt so selfish like this in my life.

"korg..kitorg mintak maaf sgt2. kitorg nk tolong tapi kitorg pun ada msalah kitrg pun ada msalah kat sini..we're really sorry.."

NS?

nervous system.. to be specific im now currently doing about ANS. still bluurry abit but what the heck. byk lagi masa...(nota x baca lagi...haha) anyway, susah giler nk wat with my housemate dok lena, cawan jatuh bunyi punya la kuat tapi x bgun2 jugak...isk2..rummate la nk lg specific kn. kata nk kongsi slide tp pa pun x wat lagi depa 2. sembang cm nk wat ja..haha...xpe2, puasa, pnat la 2..(thanks 4 da meal yesterday!) and to u,, bgun, wat keje, tdoq ja ^^











blum masuk lagi ILA punya keje..huhu. nsib bek la histo dah siap smlm..simple punya keje..2 la life budak medic skng..xpe2, bak kata mama byk2 sabo ye, baca surah, jgn joli beli komik..

..... *sigh

harga buku medic mhal giler dowh..xpe2...for education.. positive thinking dear!










ill be going back next week, maybe..mama ask me about going home..?