its been a month since im here, living with my dear friends. its been a rough time i tell you, by not being just a regular medical student. i admit, with all the lectures,, (sleepy -.-) and things that i need to catch up,seriously it was hard. living with myself and my housemate, we need to pay the bills, Wi-Fi, and for the petrol as well. oh yeah, i forgot the ink for my printer..(our printer to be exact). dah sebulan so phm2 la kene bayar kan. and i more thing, books. honestly, medical book has cost me a lot. its like..RM 600++? yeah..like crazy..fortunately my mom said "tak pe, untuk belajar"..
im still a student so i felt like it was kinda hard as the money is my parent's money. its different if i paid by my money. my own money. which i EARN. so i dont felt guilty about spending it. still, its still money. and when your own dear friend ask for your help..(desperately), it was hard for us, not just me. i mean that, we can help them but theres a time where there is a limit. we may help you in other way, but i dont know why, it just make feel so bad. im really sorry for you guys. seriously i truly am.
i never felt so selfish like this in my life.
"korg..kitorg mintak maaf sgt2. kitorg nk tolong tapi kitorg pun ada msalah kitrg pun ada msalah kat sini..we're really sorry.."
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