Friday, April 15, 2011

reason...by 4men

There is no way you can know me,
you don’t know anything
If you loved someone, then you will know me

 

Could you become me?
Could we exchange our hearts?
If you loved this much you will know my heart

 

You will never know my heart,
wanting to protect someone for the first time.

 

You can lean on me, it must of been hard for you,
you waited a long time
it took too long to come back to you
Hope this isn’t just accidental
My heart knows you first and tells me
I was waiting for you

 

Love changes a lot of things
even things you think that could never change
Even changed my little habits

 

In the end I hope it will be you
The person that will be with me,
That person will be you.

 

You can lean on me, it must of been hard for you,
you waited so long
Took too long to come back to you
I hope this isn’t just accidental,
My heart knows you first and tells me
I was waiting for you,
It was love from long before

 

I will scream to the world that I love you
I will protect you from now on
Even if my body changes,
My heart is still here
My heart knows you first

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

medic oh medic..

seperti yg sudah sedia maklum, ak dpat praktikal kat rcmp, though im not fully proud of it as lots of things need to be done. but at the same time, im scared as my 21-year-old kazen is now doing medic in universiti of warsaw in poland and my 20-year kazen is also doing medic in rcmp, perak,  the same place where i will continue my studies. i was excited as if i be able to make it, i will be the 3rd generation in medic following both of my kazen but if i fail.......*sigh...im very anxious as my 18-year-old kazen will take kursus sains hayat kat kolej mara kuala nerang (KMKN), which means he will take medic too...and he is my 21-year-old kazen's younger brother, both in medic....

obviously, i want to make my parents proud...but will i?? this is a major crisis...crisis!!!!!!


do i have to remember all this? *sigh

status = watching 'family comes here' reality show

Saturday, April 9, 2011

praktikal..

the results is already out i got a place in unikl rcmp...i was really happy..i jumped all around the house...and i mean all around the house...haha.....but the it came to my mind that it was just only practical which only lasts 2 month, more or least...so...i still have to prepare for mcat test, interview and stuff..*sigh..wish it is not going to be this hard...yesterday my dad told me

"tunaikan cita-cita abah yang abah tak dapat tu.."

i was like...dushh..like a big rock crash on my head... i told few friends immediately..the ones who i can remember who get the same place as me..the lucky ones are as below.. jeng jeng jeng.....

tyra..nadirun..adam..irsyad,,fendy..hani..aina (budak kajang ^^)..farihah..atin..dyana..acap..zati..ana (tumpang aku nnt)..sape lagi ntah...can't remember..sowi

"daddy...i'll try to do my best...pray for my success..i can't do it alone.."


hello new home...cant wait...^^ ive just noticed that the places that i went to study is always kat utara..huhu..hope it last till the next 5 years..doctor to be??