a story

from the minute she knew that he will work in the holiday, she know that he will be very busy. even before when he does not work, he still busy other things and they dont have much time to spend together. the long distance between them makes it more difficult for them to contact with each other.

she knew that he is working for both of them, but she was greedy that she want him for herself. she wants to be pampered and felt loved by him. every night she hugged his sweater to feel more closer with him. hoping that he will text or call her. sometimes she felt so alone, wondering what is he doing at the moment.

every night he will contact her no matter how late it can be. just hear to his voice makes her want to cry. she does not have a reason to cry. she just felt happy that she heard his laugh. sorry is the only word came out from her mouth. she didnt want to make him angry. she just dont know what else to say.

sometimes, he work until late at night. she felt sorry for him when listening to his tired voice due to his hard, non-stop work. yes, she wants him but she promised that she will take good care of him. praying that tomorrow will make a difference. she just needs him.


"idiot, i just need you. i dont need others".

#note 4

hear nagging and being nag is not a way to start a day..*sigh..can i ever start my day with a laugh. smile.

#note 3

it's been a while since the last time i taste my mom's cook.

wish i were in perlis? ^^

my must-watch-in-the-future list^^

watch..

1. 'worlds within' by song hye kyo and hyun bin



2. 'running man' ~IU



3. 'toradora' anime



4. 'heroes' (korea)especially the episode they went on army, riding on jets


5. 'athena : goddess of war'



6. 'naruto' all episodes



7. 'fullmetal alchemist brotherhood'



8. 'dream high' by IU, taecyon, etc



9. 'city hunter' by lee ming ho




10.'lelouch of the rebellion' season 1 & 2



11.'clannad'



12.'you' at youtube all day long ^^


i think that's all, for now?

yume.

i have a dream. i want a never-ending happiness for us. i will study to my very best, help you and will make sure that both my parents knew that i am serious with you. i want to be good. i want to be the best i can for you. i am sorry for the things that i have done to you. i truly am. i kept thinking about it and i am gonna stop it. again, i want to take care of you. i have made a promise and i will kept it. i don't want to hurt you anymore, it hurts.

i want us to be forever, not just in this world. i want us to be in heaven together insyaAllah. i want you to be my partner forever. i really do. please guide me if i done wrong. i was lost. scold me, shout at me if it is the best for us. i really need your help. please. i don't want to go astray. don't let me made the same mistake again. i don't want to lose you. i almost lose you once and i don't want it to happen again. i am happy with you and i don't want 'us' to end.

i love you muhammad ashraf ahmad. fullstop.

What is love?

GIRL'S LANGUAGES :

If She Don't Text You :
-Its Because She's Waiting For You To Text Her

When She Walks Away From You Mad :
-Follow Her

When Shes Quiet :
-Ask Her What's Wrong

When She Ignores You :
-Give Her Your Attention

When She Pushes YOU AWAY :
-Pull Her BACK

When You See Her Crying :
-Wipe Her Tears & Ask What's Wrong

When She Says Go Away :
-Just Go Close To Her & Give Her Hug ♥


*credits to fathin amira, i get this from her fb..(i guess)

dear dear..

exam come to drop by to say hi..huhu..how i fear this moment to come.. i was afraid about the results after that.. whether i had already tried my best (hopefully..)..

dear 'exam', please be nice to me.. i will be nice to you

dear 'ILA', please be nice to me too..you know how deep i was crushed in my heart because of you last week..

dear 'notes', please can you make it short and understandable? you make me suffocate..

dear 'google', dont make me want to google you all day long.. i have notes to read..

dear 'room', you keep make me want to sleep..though i throw things on my bed it wont help

dear 'library', do help me to study..i need it



dear mr moo moo, do support me day by day..^^

#note 2

would it be nice if i am married now? ^^
1st thing, have someone to accompany you all the time
2nd, hijab?

#note 1

i want to sit at the back in the lecture because seriously it is painful to see the big slide right in front of me

things we did together

eat udang rebus kat uo berkuahkan kacang n apa ntah..
makan kat marry brown..
bukak puasa on saturday night which was so crowded..
buy clothes cost only RM5 each..
go to kedai bundle tapi x beli pape pun..
ride on bus 4x..
solat jemaah sama2, first time..
went on bicycle ride (drama korea tgh2 pekan ipoh)..
nek ets..
study kat library every weekend..
dgr lagu IU and tgedik2 ikut marshmallow..
melalak lagu2 lama..
koir club masa orientasi..
learning how to draw masa klas (ngantuk)..
eat lunch kat wisma (windy~)..
tukar hp csl ngn nokia masa kat kmkn..
switch sweaters..
taking pictures (but not as together)..
have a break with kitkat..
exchange pensil case..
buy hp csl together..
almost the same email..
wat cucoq yang sangat2 manis (sedap~~)..
kopek jagung..
wat assignment smpai bersenggang mata..
dok cucuk2 pkai pen kalo ttido masa lecture..
tmasuk ngn conteng tgn (kalo ttdo jugak)..
beli stokin yang murah..
padankan baju masa nk g dinner batch..
makan waffle and milo ais kat tren station..
makan dorayaki (dia kata x sdap T.T)..
eat McD kat kl sentral (x breakfast punya pasal)..
g jalan2 kat kl bli tiket gara2 ttgl tiket mahal kat ipoh..
switch matrics card..
tgk movie dalam bus smpai skit2 leher..
play air hockey and fruit ninja (still x puas ati)..

and lots more..^^

haha.. enjoying isn't it?