yume.

i have a dream. i want a never-ending happiness for us. i will study to my very best, help you and will make sure that both my parents knew that i am serious with you. i want to be good. i want to be the best i can for you. i am sorry for the things that i have done to you. i truly am. i kept thinking about it and i am gonna stop it. again, i want to take care of you. i have made a promise and i will kept it. i don't want to hurt you anymore, it hurts.

i want us to be forever, not just in this world. i want us to be in heaven together insyaAllah. i want you to be my partner forever. i really do. please guide me if i done wrong. i was lost. scold me, shout at me if it is the best for us. i really need your help. please. i don't want to go astray. don't let me made the same mistake again. i don't want to lose you. i almost lose you once and i don't want it to happen again. i am happy with you and i don't want 'us' to end.

i love you muhammad ashraf ahmad. fullstop.