Mom and dad

It hurts..thinking about how hate mom' s towards me. How dad hates me. Why do we have to face this? Like you said, it was too soon. Mom gave me hope, she gave me presents, she called me, texted me, asked me what I'm doing. I was happy to be treated that way. But then she became so cold, like I never existed. She treat me like an outsider, like I'm no one to you guys. I thought I was somebody.

"Along, seburuk mana Nabilah tu, jangan lepaskan dia. Biaq la dia tak pandai wat keja ka, mak boleh ajaq"
"Jaga dia elok-elok along. Dia dah banyak tolong ang"

"Nabilah jaga la Ashraf tu. Dia tu ralet sikit abeh la. Hilang tu hilang ni. Suruh dia jaga barang dia betul-betul"
"Bella tengah wat apa? Mak saja ja call, nak sembang pasal Yam"
"Tidoq cam katak"

How I miss mom and dad so much..

Kepada mak dan abah,
Nabilah mintak maaf kalo nabilah dah menyakitkan ati mak abah. Nabilah tak berniat langsung nak wat mak abah marah. Nabilah tau nabilah silap. Tapi nabilah tak sengaja.. Kalo mak kata nabilah x pandai wat keja umah ka, masak ka, nabilah tengah blaja lagi. Nabilah slalu kemas bilik, dapur pun sama. Nak harapkan yang lain memang tak dak harapan la. Kemas umah tu susah la sket sebab Nabilah tak sempat, balik kelas lewat, malam mesti dah rasa penat. Hujung minggu plak keja kat kl. Tapi kat kl pun nabilah masak sarapan kat umah kak siti, bos kitorang. Kalo bab masak, setiap malam nabilah masak. Ashraf pun selalu pesan, rajin-rajin la kemas umah, masak. Nabilah ingat pesan dia.

Mak, nabilah mintak maaf.. Nabilah x berniat..
Sayang mak abah..

Love you. Miss you.