i really want to play guitar

i started wanting to play it since i heard yui, from japan playing it. she's a local artist btw. it was fun just to hear to her songs and i was determined that one day, i will play a guitar. well, when will be that 'one day', still im not sure yet ..but then my mom said that she will not allow me to do so. *sigh. a bit hurt there. so there's nothing i can do about it. and then came IU, a teenage korean singer who debuted at the age 15-16's,and most important, loves to play guitar. she also composes some songs for her latest album, 'last fantasy' if im not mistaken, correct me if im wrong ^^. with her beautiful and charming voice, nice looking plus the talent, it came back to me again..that i really want to play a guitar. obviously not for glamour ok? i dont like it..i just wanna play it for fun ^^. but to be honest, my left hand is very........i dont know what to say..keras kot...there was a time when i tried to play a guitar and seriously my hand is just so stubborn!! yela..its been a while since the last time i play an instrument. it has been many years. i cant remember how to read notes, how to play.. of course la x igt..hentam keroo sja...ahahhaha^0^..asking for other people's help? PASS!! segan ler..dah la tgn jadi cni..org nk ajar pun mesti fed up...hhuhuhu T.T

really want to get back on my art skill. i still remember one of my friend says..
"ko bella, boleh melukis, men alat muzik..pergh! sgt2 flexible.."

i wish i can be like that again one more time
*yawn.. sleepy..not ready to sleep