what might happened..

i cried when i saw your text..

"i want you to be strong"

i know but it's hard..outside i am a girl who wears soldier's green pants, wore sneakers and sport shoes instead of heels or wedges, wore shirts instead or blouse or dress, but inside like tyra said, i am more sensitive and somewhat immature. yes, i want to marry you but knowing that my mom asked me to focus on my study, even though the didn't mind about us, still it hurts. it makes me scared. i don't want them to reject you. i'm scared of losing you. i'm scared of everything. i don't want to be separated with you. i don't want to end like my parents. no. i may look like get used to it. but it's not. it's a total no. i can't be strong.

i' sorry. i don't know what to do